A journey to the deepest part of my being.
A path full of light and darkness.
An internal battle seeking to accept my shadow.
This is just a sample of a whole path to the most intimate part of my mind, body and essence.
Welcome to the real me
To a metamorphosis of my affliction.
Transforming the Wound
Recognizing the wound
Oh Mother Death! You delight in my tears and the pain that overwhelms my soul, you triumph among the dark throbbing of my anguish to find a place in this present, however, you laugh out loud because you know that you took from me what I adored the most...
The wound is still open, and it is sad that I can no longer find enough pencil and paper to express myself...
I feel lost and exhausted, my body is my world, my refuge, now my means of relief...
What will it feel like to be different from me?
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Work: Interior / Exterior
Water, a symbol of transmutation, cleans and purifies the most broken, the dirtiest...
My exterior is surrounded by happiness, fake laughter, pleasant moments.
On the outside I am strong, tough, a warrior
But LOOK AT ME! Inside I'm broken, lost, destroyed...
The wound is now a flaw, a black stain that has invaded my being...
Work: Interior / Exterior..
Year: 2019. Technique: Video performance
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Video performance fragments
Work: An infinite catharsis
Esta catarsis infinita trae a mis manos el recorrido entre la agonía y la muerte.
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Este camino que recorro trae a mi recuerdos inquebrantables que ahora entre fuego, tierra y aire quedaran sellados bajo el firmamento de un débil sol que se pierde entre las nubes...
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Work: An infinite catharsis
Year: 2021. Technique: Video performance
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Video performance fragments
Work: Eternal Scar
From sadness to anger, from melancholy to hatred, to rejection.
My body, my extension, my tool of relief...
I reject life itself, I reject my destiny...
My emptiness is getting bigger and bigger, every day I miss her more, I long for her hugs, her affection...
I can't find a way out anymore...
I can't find any reason to be here...
Work: Eternal Scar
Year: 2021. Technique: Video performance
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Photographic record of the scar's work.
Work: Always in me
I only have in me the sweet memories by your side.
I know I'm full of hate, but knowing that your blood runs through me is the greatest pride that makes me who I am...
My pleasant childhood, fragile and beautiful childhood... I miss those days when I was happy by your side, with your care and your advice.
You will always be inside my beautiful Mother...
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Work: Always in Me
Year: 2021. Technique: Video performance